I tell u ar. If u really in a bad mood n dont feel like doing something for me.. even tho u did agree to do so before u got into a bad mood, u can jst tell me directly n nicely aite? U dont hav to talk to me in the way where u sound like i disrupted ur date wif some hot star! If u dont want to help me, then say it directly! Ima direct person, so i expect direct response frm others too. U r now in my ignore list fyi.. im not gonna put u in the hate or annoying list cos i dont hate u n i definitely do not find u annoying. In fact, I wld consider u higher than a best fren even tho we werent tat close, dont believe in "best frens" n get to know u only months. We dont chill everyday or share each other's secrets. I know u dont really feel the same cos u hav ur own cliques n whole loads of frens tat u love. Whether tis is a misunderstanding or not, it clearly proves that we can get along as frens n it stays there.

I always understand ppl but it doesnt go the same for others towards me. Becos i understand ppl too much, I ended up not believing the terms "best fren" or "frens forever". I jst realised today how much ive changed towards my emotions n it started tis semester 2. Ive been rather sensitive abt things lately. No, not being angry abt little things n stuff.. sensitive as in get all teary n sad. Turning on the water tap was damn easy when i was watching Hello Schoolgirl, I Love My Younger Sister, We Got Married n now Hi, My Sweetheart. I wondered why. Nvr been like tis before as i was quite insensitive (or evil~ lol) n im sure some ppl wld agree on me wif tis. I guess ppl cant always be the same throughout the life.. but wat affects it? For me, i think its my own understanding of life n the ppl arnd me. I always said tat the ppl arnd me r annoying.. no i wasnt joking. Even my family is one of them. The direction im taking right now is the road tat i hav wished for a very long time. To break free n be alone without the presence of my family n the ppl i knw. If Allah S.W.T givs me a wish, I wld wish for a peaceful life where i live in a small comfortable house in the heart of mother nature wif beautiful animals arnd n food last for 60years for me to live. Tat wld jst make me smile like theres no tmrw. But of cos, tis is jst a dream exist when im in bed...